The New Year came and so far nothing really interesting happened nothing changed. Somehow I still have the feeling that things are going to turn around. Something good is coming my way. I see so many moments of laugh and so much love that is still to come. I also see people leaving. As always, I’m staying. One way or another, sadly, I’m feeling used to this. I’m already used to this taste that I’ve tasted for so long; I’ve been always missing something or somebody or actually so many things and so many people. I feel a heartbeat, it’s like little by little it’s coming back again. A heart full of scars nevertheless stronger than ever. Something good is coming. That doesn’t mean no tears, I understand that it doesn’t mean no pain. I feel hope again and as some other four letters word, I thought it was gone. I fell calm, and maybe things are not going to change as fast as I expect. Maybe things are not changed at all once I open my eyes. Although, the positivism is filling me again, I’m embracing being, as I always was, a dreamer.
Jan 09
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